_UnToLd_

Again m walkin in this Jungle of death...
M d only one alive..
But still wonderin why m I here..,

The Silence of this crowd is killin me..,
I want to shout but my tounge is chooped
Makes me feel like m strangled on the bar of hate..,
But why m the one who get slewed everytime..,
My questions r not questions 'cuz they don't hav any answers..,
My life is jus not life as now it is not carring any meaning..,

M I really running from myself or M jus a nomad...
Nomad,,. who knows what had happened.., who knows what will happen
But still don't know where shud he run..,

My biggest enemy today is me..,
Enemy who tortures me..
Enemy who makes me cry..
Enemy who gave me those dreams..
Enemy which blocked me when I acheievd those dreams....,

or I have never acheieved 'em..,
I guess m confused
Confused with feelin of Hate n Lov
Lov which I dun feel...
n Hate which gets exeled from me...
huh

I guess I should leave towards the dark..
I even carry the tools to invade the darkness..,
But I jus cant..,
'cuz I know they really lov me..,
n they jus cant live without me...,

But I really wonder till when I'll carry this false smile...
The smile which make me presentable in their Heaven..
Heaven,, which dun belong to me..
Heaven which will never accept me..
Shud I really thank 'em for accepting me...
or shud I poke my heart to tell 'em.. they really mean alot to me..
I dun even knw what m I gonno do now...

Things will come to an end when the this Blue will turn to white
things will live long when this satan will invade its own treasure...
Let him die peacefully let him sucide cruelllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......