----Disappointed Eyes----

M nt sure of the day whn I survived
Survived frm the scum of my mind...
It took me far frm the race...
Far frm the place whr I was searching my trace..,

I was bleedin out with the sorrow of ma' dark past..
The past which m scared to reveal...
Reveal to the flowers of ages...
Reveal the truth to the fragrance of ma' floatin ashes..,

The day whn I had a taste of a nu' bloom...
I thot I lost the grip on ma' steady hood...
M standin under the shelter of ma' dreams..
The shelter whichz standin on the pillar of esteem...
Esteem which gives me strength day by day..
but scares ma night makin me feel lik a pray..,

M nt sure which way to go...
as today I felt i dun hav much tim to flow...
I wan to dilute ma' soul
Dilute in the potion of lov...
But to hav it, m drinkin the liquor of odium...,

Just wan to com closer to u...
but dun wan to scare u
scare u with ma' scars...
Scars which r marked by the hands of slayer...
M scared to tell u who I m..
M scared to accept the u as ma' frnd.......

I dun wan u to trust these disappointed eyes...
But m lost n hungry for the lov..
Lov whch made ma' soul...
Lov whch made me believe...
Believe tht thr I hav sum1 to acknowledge...
Acknoledge the sinister script of ma' life...
But scared tht reader might lie...
The true resn of the smile.............